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Sunday, October 30, 2011 @ 9:03 PMEOYs
its been really horrible this yearmade perhaps one of the most painful decisions of my life --- quitting SC but staying in band and also cos i needed to juggle my studies and my bsp scholarship which i cannot screw up. i miss my sc badge :( its still with me and all but mehh ive been a prefect since pri3 and suddenly im like at a loss :/ i improved alot this year i would say in terms of studying and character i hope? but my results are like fuck seriously 1 yr ago i was just saying that if i got this kind of gpa i should just kill myself. ok nvm -.- i think this year began with a rough start therefore i was always playin the catch up game which wasnt really done till june/july? after syf, sydney, bsp hunan... but im damn proud of my sciences this year i really am. i swear i wouldnt screw up my languages like how i did this year and i must get an A for lit and history -____- my math ah. idk. on the verge on throwing in the towel its the subject i really wanna do the best in srsly? so easy to score math i know oso!!!! and two pretty A+ appears on your report card meow :( ive been damn rude this yr oso to my parents and some of the ppl whom i really hate have to make it up to my parents :( i am such a bitch!! seriously ugh my mood this year has been so queer i really just go high for one moment then the next moment i go around hating the world, hating this and that idk why oso :( i really dowanna be lidat... oh emotionally unstable most of the times also my friends... its weird how i dont like some ppl but cos idk how to tell them that i just pretend nth's on... so dumb. in the end im suffering, being tossed around everywhere like some unwanted plastic bag. nnnnn clarissa... stop being such a wimp. back to top? |