Clarissa
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handover was ystd!
anw started out with yr1 orientation
was quite cool, me and junle :D
hes like a really nice junior.
Haha, we are taking 1E together next yr,
with yurong and felicia and minwei
damn awesome and though its only 2days im looking forward to it
8D
hope i dont lose my voice though i did last yr haha
alot alot of china students in 1E
i think at least 4?
-.- and i think hannah collin's sister is in this class
cool sia. and theres a jap girl according to mr yeo
and another half caucasian half chinese
THEN...
went to stephen's house
omg its bloooooooooooooooooooooooooody big
and we walked there zhiyan was so excited -.-
we were greeted by this CHIO yellow porsche...
wlao his garden has this fountain and some bridge
and i was only at his first floor but
i alr madly fell in love with his house
so all the yr2 SCs chionged the gifts
joycelyn was ironing the shirts
then i folded them. LOL i ironed a few only :/
the rest rehearsed skit, and finished the other few shirts
vivianne and joelle walked to kampong arang
and bought food for everyone :)
went back to school at abt 3
then handover starteeedd
preparations were cute :D
abt 4, seniors came in
arthur and cheryl are DAMN CUTE tgt!!!!!
arthur is damn funny -.-
anw played games and icebreakers
then dinner i think
was damn good for once haha
i drank like 5cups of fruit punch
and two rounds of beehoon
what, i was damn hungry ._.
HAHAHAHA my friends were staring at me in disbelief
then... was the performances!
yr1s were really cute and sweet
yr2s was continuing last yr's saga i think
didnt go last yr
then some scenes were abit ._.
stephen spr poor thing -.-
but i laughed damn badly
everyone was laughing alot!
like xinyi, zhiyan, and eugene was totally going red
hehe i think the seniors rly liked our gifts
though i dont think its good enuff
to be worn out on the streets :/
yr3s did the orientation song....
ok here came the sadest part of the day
the seniors gave their speeches
i was really surprised i didnt cry
not even one drop of tear sia
just that i had a very very very bad nose ystd
andd sniffed alot so maybe ppl thought i cried
i didnt eh, wasnt really expecting that
but gahh, egan's speech really moved me...
really admire his bravery 8D
and creshelle. oh god i love her so.
the rest of the seniors i felt relatively neutral lah
though what they said really set me into thinking and stuff
love you seniors :(
pls dont ever give up, esp creshelle and egan!! <3333333333333333333
we have too many memories tgt, and really really
appreciate all yall have done for SC
mentoring and being our brothers and sisters :D
ok bye.
P.S/ its christmas tmrw and like any other days
i think i will just sleep it off and not do anything special
oh have to get ready trumpets gifts and cards 8D back to top?

im facilitating tmrw!
SHIT!!!!
im a senior now. cos only 2 facilitators
for each class
and im with junle!!! that cute guy! LOL
anw the class is called er.
Epiméleia (e-pea-may-lee-er)
HAHAHHA SHIT SHIT IM DOOMED
i cant even rmb what i did for orientation last yr
this one is with parents
thats why its freaking me out
what if some kid dies and i dont know how to do cpr -.-
ok nvm. trying to apply leave or getting
some clearance from senior so can go chensi's concert!!!
:D hope i can go...
but im missing handover HAHAH not so good :/
IM SUCH A WORRYWART
I HAVE TO STOP THIS BAD HABIT
STOPSTOPSTOPSTOP
OK TMRWS GONNA BE AWESOME COS IM THERE!!!
just treat the parents as students ok HHAHAH
actually idk what we r spposed to do
maybe just registration?
according to my friend lah haha! back to top?

like finally.
after how many months
hit a G.
bloody hell was so happy when i hit it -.-
was trying mononoke melodies
then i got freaking pissed and
yay i hit it -.- i play much btr when im pissed.
haha like much louder and warmer and in tune and
can hit higher notes
then sustain for like 9s then died
ugh finally.
and for the first time during band my embouschure was like
pain.
normally it isnt, cos im forcing too much.
rawr.. :( back to top?

so friggin bored
when i have school i feel sian and i wanna go home
when im at home i wanna get out
ive been so busy alternating
between sc and band that now i find it weird
when i wake up and nothing's on for the rest of the day
tmrw got band
thursday got sc
whole day sia from 730am to 11pm?
handover and yr1 orientation lah so zzzzzz
then yck and sojourn
and oh god school's reopening
i dont know if im more bored or pissed
pok pok pok zzzzzzzzz back to top?

bbq ystd at pasir ris park
epic when i reached there i spotted tanjiaying
from like 3m cos she was fanning the pit like crazy
LOL typical eh eh? nvm
then i think we set up the pit within 3omins
which was bloody long HAHA no standard
basicall i was just standing round and listenin to xuewen
cos i didnt noe what to do
it didnt rain
oh the toilet is bloody freaky -.-
and stinks like hell i got quite spooked out HAHAHA
fetched chensi from the bus stop
sorry didnt fetch u from pasir ris interchange by the time
i realised i shud have u were on the bus
ok still, me bad :(
lol at first me and cm were spposed to fetch her
only two of us
then at the same time xuewen was telling her
SRSLY HORRENDOUSLY lame jokes which i do not get
or refuse to understand
then jiaying and cheryl tagged along HAHAHHA
so we looked like a bunch of drop outs loitering at night -.-
cs bought marshmallows and chocolates and sushi
awww so nicee :D
LOL then here comes the more interesting part
xuewen went to splat nicholas's face with
some $3.50 breadtalk cake
HAHAHA then ok i feel damn bad i was like
trying to distract nicholas from realising her ambush
THEN PIAK
lol and nicholas went after her lah duh
LOL chingying was like "how to outrun him look at his legs!"
HAHAHA so i guess xuewen got splat too?
then somehow she go splat chensi with spaghetti sauce -.-
cs's shirt was YELLOW AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
LOL THEN HAHAH DAMN FUNNY CS THREW SPAGHETTI AT HER
HAHAHAHA THE WHOLE SECTION WAS CRACKING UP ALR
according to xuewen their screams interrupted
a couple making out -.-
that couple is jinxed for life LOL
ugh cs is so funny gahhh :D
then dk what happened alr then we all went home
oh there were water bombs.
lol anw xuewen took cab home and offered me and cm a lift
haha thanks xuewen :D
lol then circleline-ed home
AHAHAHAHAHAH
ok you wont find this post funny until u truly
realise and justify how stupid my section is back to top?

lol today was a really awesome day!
met zeph and rach at like 1pm for lunch
both of them are damn retarded <3
then we went to zeph's condo for about 15mins
at the pool there lah
then i slept awhile on the long long chair
i think the performance was abit sian
cos i dont rly like first suite
only jiaying's solo is interesting
she played really well today
best ive heard her playing!
so proudda her :D
2sm is just damn cliche but i think we are not good
as in idk like dont have the OOMPH.
was quite disappointed with the stage and settings actually
like bad man. so much background noise
and then the fans
then our playing was really out of tune
i was bloody flat for first suite -_-
anw, my section ate like
3 rounds of food
LOL. first round we went taka the inside
the jap stall and eat
me and cm ate ALOT -_-
like we shared 2 boxes of sushi ._.
and cos the ika terriyaki came at like what 6.57pm
we dabaoed and rushed back
zzzz heng chensi came in time <3
2nd round we ate at some random open area
jiaying eat with xuewen and cheryl?
then me cs cm eat tgt.
idk what happened eat halfway then had to play
legend otah so i didnt finish the coke and went away
so siannnnnnnz
cheryl so nice for once go buy drinks for us HAHAHAH :D
then after performance we went wendy's to eat
AGAIN LOLLOL
with tingyu and k.jiaying
no t.jiaying :( booooz
but i shared some
oreo chocolate twisted shake with chensi i think -.-
it was good LOL i love oreo :D
then went back by train
evryone took mrt :D
took to dhoby ghaut with cm
then took purple line
haha we talked about quite alot of stuff
bitches lah ok LOL
some small girl laughed at us cos
we were still wearing the hats
like as in pointing to us and laughing
like really long and loud -.-
then the mum couldnt restrain her.
hmm? zzz im not tired now i refuse to sleep haha
today was really such an awesome day
with my crazy section
never been this happy for so long
we were like stupid and retardedly dancing in the tent
and during the trombones aplenty
hai i love trumpets :) back to top?

hey there
this shall be a happy post
ok LOL about band camp so farr
i like mr davis alot. like really really alot
his like so sincere
and so gentle
and like so true to himself
what am i saying
nvm his really good and experienced
didnt expect him to be so nice
i was really afraid he would scold me or sth
cos i cant single tongue properly-.-
double tonguing is much nicer
but i dont know if im right lah
maybe 1.5tonguing ok!! cannot blame me
oh and i can finally pitch a tuning C -.-
like maintain lah not bad alr :(
and highest now only D
loser suckkkkker :D
todays one of the happy band days
so tmrw shud be a sad one lol
wish people werent so... like
self conscious?
quite looking forward to school reopening
hectic shizz but nvm i need more excitement in my life
its getting really dull :/
anw didnt go sc today oops ._. back to top?

arrived in sing ystd
was really really damn damn damn
sad and sian when the airplane finally touched down
:/
like oh man holidays gone back to life.
yay -.-
this time my holiday was really cute in a way
that i least expected
haha guess its over now :)
very cute lah ok -.-
anw there were like alot of KIDS
in my tour!!!!
LIKE ALOT ALOT
THERE CHLOE AND SARAH 4YRS OLD (TWINS)
AND THEIR BROTHER ISAAC WHO IS PRI3 BUT HES DAMN TINY LOL
got this playful grin :)
then theres also SAMANTHA!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA LOVE HER LIKE CRAZY <3<3
Shes like uber cute omgomgomgomg 5yrs old :)
then the others not cute lah ok -.-
so basically i was with samantha the whole time
2 of us held hands and crossed streets
hugs me all the time
love her to bits gahhhh :)
then there was this guy...
really jerky LOL
quite funny lah he and spr lame
but overall the trip was rly bad for me and my family
things.. cropped up at the last minute
and we didnt have a backup thing not like before
ahha sian
everyday was western food and gross fries
all the stuff there bloody ex like coke in seaworld costs 4 bucks
i have the bottle with me -.-
haha and since the first day i couldnt get slp on the plane
ok maybe 2h
then cos the weather at gold coast was really really bad
one minute raining
next minute seriously the sun is worse than singapore
then bham got it
headache flu cough
headache was on the plane idk it was like nvr so bad before
rly rly felt like dying cos it was on my eye
-.-
melbourne's weather muchhh betta ;D
quite cold 12-15degrees liddat
but i like it quite much
the wind is erm
DAMN STRONG
maybe cos i was at the coastal areas
the twelve apostles?
hmmmm awesome scenery haha :)
so yeaps didnt go for band and sc today
afraid i would be sick for the next few days and
miss out like band camp and sc orientation?
oh and ms ng said my leave is pending
which means
i have to juggle between SC and band camp
er. no comments -.-
srsly quite pissed alr though i cant do anything so
nvm lah let the chers decide
ok bye. back to top?

hahah just now at abt 12pm had a really
super duper ultra epic convo
with yapweileeee and lovellllim <3
HAHAHAHHA THOSE TWO IDIOTS
LOL stupid yap i totally overestimated her
i was duped for half an hr
HAHAHAHAHH NVR GONNA EVER FORGIVE THEM
LOVELL LIM IS THE ACCOMPLICE -_-
but LOL according to Lovell he is shuai
but weilee says his gross
lovell likes taiwan ugly guys and stuff
LOL I HATE ALL THOSE SO I GO WITH WEILEE'S TASTE HAHAHAH
hope to see him round school some day
gonna die laughing
if im in a good mood i will go confront him
and make sure weilee and lovell die of heartattack
HAHAHAHHAHAHHA
nvr been that happy for some time
though i really felt cheated
but when i found out idk whthr i was angry with those 2
or relieved for yap -.-
ok i fail :D
yap is going nex tonight D:
THOU SHALL NOT GO THEN HAHAHAHAHA :B
COS THE PLACE IS GROSS AND BIG
LOL OMGEEEEEE !!! back to top?

finally understood sth i was trying to
figure out badly the whole day
haah fail.
i cant seem to sleep these days
if my parents catch me awake now im
probly gonna die lol
tired but cannot sleep
siao zhar bor.
still thinking if i shud bring my
handphone and itouch overseas
but i think its just gonna rot in my bagpack
and i wanna bring my fluffy pillow
mum gave to my dad but i stole it from his bed
lol so it sleeps with me everyday :D
better mood today
did some stuff and didnt really
have time to go and imagine things
guess im really crazy
now theres nth to look forward to
no more back to top?

well after the horrible bsp interview
gotta admit i got really hit hard
not going into details but
yea guess it made me realise alot of good things
deactivated fb on the same day as well
dont ask me why
i dont know oso just felt like doing it
australia in a few days and havent packed
i feel like a total idiot missing all those practices when im away
and not to mention the state im in now
haha 50 people
not gonna be me lah face it
i'd rather i dont get in
i really dont want
then srsly what am i doing in band if i dont want syf?
ive been askin myself the same thing
if only i bothered practicing harder
if only i was a little smarter and can
pick up rhythms faster and understand THAT retarded music language
and not get mocked by so many of my friends who
literally laugh at me like a complete idiot
haha pls lah dont tell me that nvr crossed ur mind
i dont buy that story
srsly
it hurts lah k
dont think im just being nice and laugh it off
what can i do?
cry?
scream?
i dont know.
biggest mistake in my life so far
i srsly am sick and tired of it
yea i noe
im not good enuff
keep practising
will get better right?
so what. if there are ppl out there btr than u
u dont stand a chance k
yea main band's good
so? im notcut for it
not game for it
not up for it
then just go with the juniors lah
im washing my hands of this.
im just a big ninny who escapes from reality
and refuses to do anything bout it
so?
i noe i sound like a complete spoilt brat
who cant face reality
ya i guess i really am then
its sad how seniors talk to me
i get it
then after a while
it justs
burns out
poof. its gone again
haha seniors pls dont waste ur time on me
its a worthless investment.
gonna be so fcking happy in australia
to throw everything in spore and
just die of happiness there
whatever. i noe im a complete jackass
bitch. whore.
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